Please help me about this horrible feeling?

One question for you, as you play sports and all have you ever had an injury or have pain in some part of your body at this time? If so those pains can be what they are diagnosing as pains and you could be on the wrong stuff. As most pains can be gotten rid of by freeing up the muscles it would do you best to take care of those pains to see if you really are depressed or if you are just having pains from else where causing you to feel that way. If you have pains or had an injury email about them and I'll help as best I can.